2002-01-25 - 6:44 p.m.
Waiting.
For an answer,
A tap on the shoulder so my head turns a certain way.
Or perhaps like most kids, I've been conditioned to turn the opposite way.
50-50 probability,
With time you simply accept the outcome.
I really should know better,
I do.
Clarity nags at my hindered sight,
Why can't the heart unify with the anal mind just this once?
Move along, ebb and flow,
Ebb and flow, drift, let the stronger force pull me somewhere.
Patience/reluctance; calm/prepared.
If only things were a little different,
If only I could have been granted a whole lot of if-onlys.
