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2001-10-08 - 10:45 p.m. In a room full of smart arses A room so dim, perfectly complemented by a relentless droning in the background. I study Exhibit A (the centre piece)- His wealth of knowledge (textbook regurgitation?), political correctness (no answer is wrong, just not quite hitting the nail on its big fat head), and I wonder why I've seen him having a coffee by himself before class, looking so small in his power suit. I study Exhibit B (Smart Arse #1)- You would think that the hard time he must have had in high school would have taught him to shut the fuck up. I evaluate Exhibit C (Smart Arse #2)- Why do people feel the need to impose the banality of their experiences on others? And yet we share not his zest, nor eagerness to impress. I despise Exhibit D (Really a closet smart arse who thinks it cool to hate all smart arses)- Smut, parasite, absolutely irksome. And then there's me. The Other in their eyes. Busy nodding, scribbling, tuning out. I've stopped speaking up because I have nothing good to say. Can you blame me?
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